Anyone feel worse when starting nortriptyline

@Bebop your mom definitely has a severe case, mine is not as bad but I do feel it getting worse little by little, I’m a stay at home mom to my 13 and 5 year old girls, I still can drive but I’m always scared of getting worse or having a severe attack in the middle of the road or while being at home alone with my youngest girl …there’s being times when the dizziness gets worse to the point of being scared of being alone so my husband has had to call off work and it makes me feel really bad, I know we are in this for better or for worse but if my illness starts affecting his career how in hell are we going to pay for our needs and my medical bills. So in short I’m at a point of not being bed bound but feeling very anxious of the “what ifs” that would come with this worsening.