Sorry to hear that you are struggling at the moment - I think you are still doing really well and are probably expecting too much of yourself and your head is rebelling. When I started to feel better I also made the mistake of pushing myself too much - gardening, cleaning etc which always led to a relapse. dr S told me that most people try to do too much when they feel better. I think @Onandon03 is right when she says that you are missing your boyfriend too which will also contribute to how you are feeling. This time of year is quite miserable anyway - although the sun has appeared today for the first time in ages- without having a chronic illness added to the mix. I can also remember feeling as if my eyes and brain weren’t in time - Dr S says that my eyes, ears and head were out of synch which is why I was unbalanced and had vertigo. Luckily for me the Piz seemed to solve this so hopefully upping your dosage will work for you.
I know how you feel about work - I am glad that I have been able to go back to it, but it really exhausts me and my job isn’t physical like yours.
Keep on keeping on and be kind to yourself. Jan xx