@Sarah356 Thanks so much for your support. Yes, I too stop most of the meds too quickly, the SE’s are generally unbearable. And for me, I am currently housebound so sitting around makes me notice them more than if I were working and able to do other things to stay occupied. For instance, when I was first diagnosed my first neurologist (I have been to a few, this first one moved to another state) had me try Zoloft, which I was able to tolerate with no SE’s at all, but I also saw no change/improvement, and I stayed on it 3-4 months!! But I was working and my body didn’t seem sensitive to meds at the time.
I was seen after that by a Hopkins doctor for a one time consult in their vestibular clinic. They gave a nice report of literally all the medicines that they have found can help people with migraines/dizziness. So I am basically working off that list. I do have a new neurologist that follows me more regularly, and she pretty much sticks to the list but has deviated on some of the anti-depressants at times. Her and her entire office staff are a bit bullying though, I have been thinking about changing and trying to find someone more knowledgeable about the dizziness.
I agree that there has to be something better than Lexapro out there for me. I was on Prozac for a few years when this all started, had nausea after the dose for a few days when I first started but it was gone before lunch and was never that bothersome. However I wasn’t able to increase above the initial 10 mg, the 20 mg was too nauseating. It also didn’t help with the dizziness, but I found did help some with the light and sound sensitivity. This neurologist really wants to stick with the SSRI or SNRI categories for now, and my psychiatrist (who is actually prescribing the meds) said SSRI wise that Lexapro should be the easiest to tolerate. I’m honestly too scared of the SNRI class right now.
Wow, you are really on a cocktail of meds! I feel for you, I don’t know how you keep it all straight. But do whatever works, for sure! At least your doctor understands that those low doses are helpful. Most doctors I have encountered would tell me those doses aren’t therapeutic. But for our migraine brains they certainly can be!!
Thanks for the advice on the stress about the meds. I actually think it’s progressed beyond stress and worry at this point, at least as far as anti-depressants are concerned. I had decided that yesterday was going to be my next Lexapro trial, but I woke up earlier than normal and had a 2 hour spell of trembling, intense sweating, and crying and got my body so tired out I knew if I tried the Lexapro I was destined to have SE’s just from the increased pressure my body was under, so I didn’t do the trial. It seems to have turned into more of a “phobia.” It was a strange feeling, I knew what I was doing was unproductive, not healthy, and ridiculous, but at the same time I couldn’t make myself stop. I never had any type of anxiety before all the dizziness started. It’s all very frustrating.
Good luck with work next week. Maybe you will feel more awake and different at work in a different environment from home! Best of luck!